Sunday, August 21, 2011

Days like this.....

As a therapist I know that everyone has days like this, but as a person when they hit it SUCKS!!

It's one of those rainy days where I'm so stressed and sad all I want to do is cry and call for my mom except my mom is emotionally unavailable. So then I would call for my best friend/sister but she lives hundreds of miles away. So here I sit typing at my computer wishing there was someone who could relate and listen perhaps even hold my hand or give me a hug.

As I sit here typing, I put my daughter in her swing to nap and I hate that I had to do that. I don't know why it bothers me that much but I feel awful for having to have the swing put her to sleep. It's interesting how the smallest things can feel so big and horrible.

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